"I'm not as think as you crazy I am!"

It's been an odd day... One minute I'm on a high and singing out at the top of my lungs - this is where I thank God for a large farm with no one around - and the next I'm on a downer... And the thing that I realised is -

I'm just a little Psycho.  I don't mean like kitchen knife *eek eek eek eek* stabbing people through shower curtains psycho but just a little more than unusually odd.  Don't get me wrong I think that everyone has their own little bizzare things they do, but am I being 'up myself' when I say that I'm a little more odd than most?

I catch myself doing very weird things sometimes (with no reason) and I can't really tell if I am enjoying the process or vaguely observing it a little disassociated from myself. (now I really sound like I'm crazy) I mean generally I am a very dependable, steady guy (I'd like to believe) but I do things that are really odd.  I walk backwards down the footpath so as to hold a face-to-face conversation with someone, I am 33 years old and still have stuffed toys (I don't play with them, that's just weird with a capital "W" they just sit at the head of my bed.  Two such examples of my oddity, even though many of my friends didn't need told.  Just looking around my room is enough to give me a headache sometimes, I have a Chinese character hanging on the wall next to my B.Sc. Degree and on my dresser I have (amongst other things) a 3D jigsaw puzzle of a couple kissing, 2 money boxes (one is a green plastic dragon and the other is a pig made out of a plastic soda bottle), a duck caller that doesn't work and a packet of DampRid.

I don't know why I sharing all these things but maybe it's because I have learnt through teaching that you can have no shame to get the point across.  I mean that has freed me to look at myself a little and see that I am odd and that is ok.  I also want to get you prepared for what may come ahead.  I may talk about bubbles, politics and God, and that my all be in the same post!  I don't promise to be the best blog you will ever read but I will try to at least open you up to the world of me as it is the one thing that I've had 33 years experience at :D

cya
Tony

Why did I do this?

I honestly don't know why exactly I started this... Maybe I thought that my ideas and thoughts would sound better if they were written out, or maybe I'm just narcissitic and think that everyone is as interested in me as I am :) ...

Truth be told I have no real reason for doing this exactly. I mean, I've noticed that I write a lot different to how I verbally communicate and some people reading this may actually end up being surprised on what I may/may not write about.
I just think that maybe through doing this I might grow a little and understand things a little more and maybe people could understand me too.
(more of that in future posts!)
I have no real direction for this so just watch as it comes and maybe you'll be amused, disgusted, surprised entertained or bored but I'll make no apologies.  This is "Me, as I see it"

cya
Tony